15/10/2005 Sunny Day

yesterday.. e gers celebrated my 21st bday.. nt e exactly day... we all meet up at orchard.. have lunch and walked around orchard with no plan on what shld we do... cos i have totally no idea what shld i do too.. even i already keep thinking for 2 weeks with blanks images on my mind.

dinner at fish & co... happily eat our meals except peace and jas.. cos i tink the staff forgot their most easily cooked meal, fish and chip.. they abit bu shuang but haix.. wat can i do... after we all ate finish.. i asked the lady staff there to bring out my cake which i bought it myself at taka.. i keep feeling buying cake for ownself to celebrate my bday.. abit weird sia.. haaa...

the lady staff brought out my cake with the candle already light on.. she asked me to STAND on the chair... i was like.. huh.. can dun stand anot... she keep asking me to stand.. i say canot lar..i wearing skirt.. haaaa... then she say then jus stand up.. haix... with no choice... i stood up... they sang my bday song... and the counter bar guy rang their bell 2 times.. i was like... omg... i am so pai seh... god!!!.. luckily.. haa... my image is okie... got my hair cut real short... alittle bit above my shoulder.. rebond and dye it.. haaa...

finally sat down... god.. still pai seh... imagine the eyes of the customers there see u stand there and sing bday song.. hahaaa....

left fish and co... when to club momo after 10.30pm... e gers cant high.. cos music is nt tt good... it was okie 1st... hip hop songs mostly... then 1am.. techno stuff out.. i was like damn bored... and i request the gers to left momo at 1.30am... jus went we steppout out.. the music we like come out... damn it... they wan to go in again but i hav no mood at all le...

we went to yio chu kang road there to have the famous roti prata shop there ate roti prata.. my mood is nt tt good at all le... feeling down... i koe wat the exactly reason i am feeling down.. snow keep asking me y i am so down in the taxi when on the way back.. i say nothing or jus keep quiet...

hmm... if compared to have celebration on the gers bday.. i tink i enjoyed theirs instead of mine... the onli happy moment i have yesterday was when the bday song is sang and the cake is cut...

what is my idea of having a great happy 21st bday celebration of mine... having surrounded with my dearest family and great friends.. happily.. very happy... the happiness from the bottom of my heart...